I'm tired of being sad....

I just feel like everyday there is something different that makes me sad or cry or depressed. I am just so very tired.
From Andrew being sick
bills and lack of money
kevin not able to find consistent work (totally not his fault he works his ass off)
to friends betraying me
friends spreading rumors about me
friends leaving my life
my mom giving me guilt trips
this house never being finished.

It is just always something. I am just so tired....